Tuesday, February 23, 2010
The great thing about having a non dead-beat lab partner? we git er dunnnn! We were on a roll prepared with our chemicals and what not, so we left an hour early, even though it was 9pm. Nevertheless, I was still happy!
School was good. But unfortunately I did not attend my first two classes because I was down on myself. I didn't like the way I felt and looked, er. A little side story, when I used to have horrible horrible acne...it really took over my emotion and confidence to the point where I did not want to go out at all or socialize. I found a great esthetician, and it went away...but of course acne isn't gone forever and it takes maintenence...but it's too much $$$. Has the lack of confidence set you back or get in the way of something good happening in your life? It's something I need to work on and I know it's definately my minds evilness, it's easy for me sometimes to tell myself to get over it, and I do for the mean time.
Something I remember reading in Twilight oh-em-gee, ha...When Bella wonders whether the image she sees in herself in her own eyes, reflects the same thing people see in her?? I think it's untrue!
+ Bella thought of herself as unattractive, average, lame (not in her own words)...but then she meets Edward drool...and he sees the exact opposite...he sees beauty, warmness, brightness, love...
I have friends who think the worst of themselves...but I see the exact opposite. When I describe to them in terms that describe who they are, they are suprised. SO what I may view about myself...isn't neccessarily what others see in me? (I hope not! especially what I was thinkin' this morning)
Enough of the tangents!
It just got me down this morning, sorry.
The adopted valentine turned my frown upside down.
Look what I found...can you see it?
Approach a friend and tell them to describe you. How would you describe yourself if you were to meet someone for the first time?
- It's funny, my pastor would say something along the lines... "you might think you good-lookin' and sexy when you're in front of the mirror, but other people be like uh-huh *eye rolls) ha ha.
Nothing is wrong with being confident!